SO Jelous!!!!

So I just contacted the guy who taught me to spin poi to ask if there is still a poi or fire spinning get together in the Portland area, only to find out that he got into the Montreal Circus school and has been there since August! I am SO FRIKKIN' JEALOUS! Obviously I need to give up this stupid art history stuff and go to circus school... To make things worse the jerk is majoring in juggling. I tried for so long to teach him to pass clubs, the dork. :-P Now he will be better than me. It is INTOLERABLE! Sigh. See me be green... soooo greeen. Jealousy ooozing out of my pores. Hank would not forgive me if I went to circus school. And I would have to work out for an entire year first to be in shape enough anyway. Life is so unfair.