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[vandy]

I am so sad, I am all alone... Annie is in Chile, Elizabeth is asleep, Kendall is in New York, Rebekah is driving a truck, Maris doesn’t love me so never calls, Ursula and Brian are in Seattle, Jason must be asleep (even though he always says he is up all night), and Hank is in Eugene... I suck – why don’t I make new friends here? I don’t know anyone in this damn town aside from John and Jason... Why can’t I meet people? I don’t have time to meet them, or to get to know them at least. So I end up lonely and alone in the middle of the night, with no one to call, out of numbers and options. I already called Hank once and ended up sounding like an evil mean henpecking whiny wife because I was upset that he might stay another day. I wouldn’t mine it if I wasn’t here alone, left with an un-finished house and Christmas tree, thinking depressing holiday thoughts about how you are supposed to be with friends during the holidays. I am probably just being selfish and wallowing in misery and stress....

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[ursula]

You can call us long-distance : )

But we'll be in Portland soon anyway.

heyla

[nobu.livejournal.com]

i love you. i cannot hang out with you since i am kinda at the end of the fricken world... but i care :)